Barely holding it together.....

I'm well into my last week with my babies! It just really hit me around noon today when we returned home from our last Tuesday morning playgroup. I SO don't want to go back to work!! I wish there was a way I could stay at home with them, but there just isn't....

At least Jean-Paul will be staying home with them and I don't have the added anxiety of leaving them in a daycare. Alex would be fine, but I'm not sure about Zach. So we're very lucky that way.

The "Please don't leave me, Mom!" certainly doesn't help. Alex has been used to having me around now for over a year. I've been with her full-time for half her life! And ALL of Zach's.... I'm not sure who this is harder on!!